today
as usual another boring day passed but the thing is that we had home econs but my food sucks so it makes thing worser
and i just got average for my chinese
lol such a bad day
anyway
during chinese i was thinking but someone
and today during biology lisabelle make me ans her qn with this ans
what if i refused to change for u ?
even though i dont mind being a loner in class
since i can only spend my 6 hours in sch
cause nowadays as i had said before im completely not myself
not sure in what way but yeah
and what if i tell her that she had changed alot
and i dont like what she is now
ok maybe she is just trying to blend in but have u even think about me
im trying my very best to reason u out but the thing is that sometimes its just too much
really too much
too much till i cant catch my breath anymore
i need more air to be who i want ed to be in school
ok maybe this is what they known as self fish but...
ill try to reason myself out
maybe this few days is just too much give me sometime to relax and get things
and i promise you i will not expect anything from u anymore
I PROMISE