had some counseling with some ppl today and then i started to wonder what if there's one day u became a loner?
and what if u are not really yourself in school cause youre just trying to blend into the surroundings? and just to blend into the surroundings u must change cause its always the majority that is winning right?
but in return if i dont change i will be a loner forever in my school life right cause in obivous reaons there are some bitches in this world who just cant keep their mouth nice and shut
so what the hell am i going to do? and what's with u bitching about me? and what's your problem? trying to make ppl hate me what's this? who you even think u are? im damn completely not myself this days and i dont noe what's with me
cause in sch i want to play till i drop? even so is it ok? or is it better to leave me alone and become one loner myself? if i really take everyone as pretenders i wont even talk to them whats their true heart like? ive lost my favourite friend and now im left with no one!!!