im like super tired restless sad and depressing right now today is like the last training with the sec4 can u imagine im going to miss them alot alot till uncountable but i guess time diesnt wait for you to realease stuff do they they just let go when the time comes not even waiting for u to get ready i guess time is just going to suck when all of you are not around and im gooing to be adapting to the new life again and if time really can just turn i dont mind it and ill make it more memorable and more worth it is just that ive never know that im going to be that sad that feeling is just damn difficult to describe and thanks for hugging me and i feel so much much better and relax and at least u feel the presence of me isnt it and imtrying all my best to fight back the tears that i have to leave u all and trying to pull up all my courage to smile and just say how stupid is it i have never like to cry not infront of my friends when i think is bearable i hate this day totally