its been a long time since i posted haha i think about a few days haha so shitty i cant imagine
and like damn alot pf things happen making me feeling really down and really useless sometimes i think i just need a day of to 散散心 just some place quite and a person to talk to and i think ill be ok after that. somehow i am at the wrong direction of life and somehow maybe not..... i just need someone to lead me to the right path, to the right way of life........ where there arent many shoutings, loud piercing voices involve i just need the damn peace just give me the damn peace cant all of u gove that to me!!!!! i freaking pissed off do u noe that!!!! freaking angry and depressing

ok so projects are still coming and haiqi im so sorry for today..... i think i just need time to get back on track sometime on my own maybe.