'No one could ever be forever good only heroes do or maybe not'
somehow come to think of it thats how ppl around u change isnt it maybe they have known that they are on the wrong path and trying to get to the right one or either they mix with the wrong ppl...
'theres always a definite answer to something and it always do it is the matter of if u would want to change it'

today maths class was horrendous with janet around haha we are just so lucky that mrs goh were like scolding us and bascially we didnt do anything just laughing all the way ahahah and i think we went abit too much hahaha come to think of it, it was kind of gross haha YAWNS....

okay so now is like the ct3 results coming out....
so the most common phrase now is like ' nvm la this is only ct3 you can do better the next time round' or 'nothing will change even you cry or anything cause whats done is done' and you know what hahah when we are the one that is experiencing such a comforting i guess i doesnt some sort help at all but not say dont appreciate but the thing is that im being disappointed in myself and not because of whatever all these is the thing is that ive work so hard and this is the result i get and the thing is totally ridiculous nothing made sense and then it came to a result that you cant stop crying and no reasons or comforting -to calm you down only u yourself could and that only depends on whether if you are strong enough to hold bac those idiotic tears and heavy tears....

and then when i needed you the most, you were gone.... so nothing could simply drain my disappointment down....

and yet im making and telling myself that 'things gonna be okay'