today school was horrible to the core i mean super.. firstly i totally forgot to bring my curve ruler and then had to use free hand to draw the graphs then had to like make sure theres no second line so after drawing just realise i did all wrongly so had to redo it with a few minutes hewwww thats like super rush then after that had to like go for geog and realise that i forgot to bring my workbook stuffs. seriously when did i ever forget so many things???? 

sometimes i really wonder what i really am. really hate that part of me that is going against me conscious and i really hope that i could better better day after day as the time past... after talking to you i realise how much i have change and ive decided to make myself go on the right path again and....... i really hate that part of me):