alright sch was fun today. gave training a skip cause theres like a total of 5 days of training. tiring. tmr. guess is another sch day. gosh. and training. feeling like so heavy hearted after talking to like neysa. cause I really don't know what am I suppose to do aand sommehow. I aint that type of person who do that. just really don't know where im standing at. guess I really need so brainwashing. cause I really don't know what's happening just know that I still do. don't know why too.?