alright sch was like freaking hell bad today. like extremely. aint in a sch mood at all went for dry shoot just now. and was like very boring. tmr. another shooting session. don't wanna go at all. guess I need some serius rest like really. give me a day break. and ill be fine. tssk. but guess won't have that sort of thing like as if I can be exxcussed from ccc on wed. which is like totally impossible. just feel like totally breaking down like seriously.

maybe im just better off without you. its just making it harder and harder for me each day. will it even be better tmr? I wonder.I can't call you to stay can I?

im tired.