mels?! see now I having cramps shit.. hahaha. im like dead tired now after eating medicine. yawns. I gave up half an hour of guitar lesson and I felt so guilty bout it. like really. it was so damn cold inside. shits. I don't wanna go sch tmr. how? im so tired of it. gosh?! I gotta study"..... how can I even tell myself that..

tssk gotta study. shit. study study study. drats. still not working. how frustrating.

how dead this world seem to be.