only if my attitude towards np could just improve a little and everything will be fine!
i wonder why i have such great big hatred for my ccca. im glad that i have jiayi. and to say the truth jiayi has much more perseverance than i do! so she's much better.

anyway im dying right here right noww. im not suppose to touch the com and see right now im touching it.! i just couldnt get how i cant do my math after 10. is like after 10 my brain switches off for math. i want to celebrate mid autumn and light up candles near the playgrounds and all. i used to love it alot and until now i still love it! we used to do it in the park but now.. not even once! i wanna do it again!

wishes that i wish it will come true!
1. I wish i could be more positive in thinking
2. hoping that my hatred for np will go away and i will treasure it one day
3.
alright and so on...
im so tired alr.
im going to do my hist now. and off to bed.
my paosim doesnt seem to work for me at all but still tmr is late school day!(((: