i know i always know things and i know them all and i gotta just accept the shit out of them but why me? why is it me that i have to give up one things why is it me that always have to be the one at the risk of loosing something why is my opportunities always given to someone. why is it always the things i know cant be revealed. in the family. i sometimes just dont get this things. i dont get what i want and im deprived. i showed you by showing passion. but in return i get nothing. this isnt the way it is suppose to turn out to be. you just dont get me. and i dont really have any hopes for that. you give me and you dont take it back cause it just hurt me so bad.