I shall write those things that I have to do in my life before it ends(of course this list might change as the time passes, cause as you know.. I'm not a grown woman yet(:):
- Have sex(:
- tell my family how much I have valued them in my life.
- Not to have children. Cause I do not wish to see them to die if I didn't. Cause I do not wish to see them being sent to heaven before even growing up.
- Do charity.
- Help those that need more love and care, cause they do not have enough in their childhood.
- leading a normal and fulfilling life
I actually have so many things to say about but now... after (okay think i have something to say about now.)
alright MONEY:
If the world don't have to worry about money. afterall. We live only one life, unless we believe in the second life. So why do we have to get so worked up, so depressed about monetary stuffs. Having a average life style doesn't mean that you can't have everything you want. *side track alittle*
Sometimes I think friends is a troubling thing somehow. you started off with a friend and things gets more and more confusing. Cause there are more and more poeple soon after. After being closer to you, their personality become very visible to you. And so, conflict starts. You must control the anger of what you had inside of you with a friend just cause the rest of them are friends with each other. So being afraid of loosing them, you controlled the anger. the more you control the more frustrated you get with the most tinniest thing that she ever did. Soon you start to blast your anger at home, Just cause you couldn't blast infront of your friends. So you blast and you blast, and in the end when you face her the very next day, you smile at her. Cause firstly the strong anger inside you in slightly being released by the blast you made yesterday. and Secondly, you had to pretend that you are still okay with her. Cause its just a commonplace to do so, in order to make sure that you are still surviving. So this goes on and on. Sometimes school days just seem normal and sometimes they are not. And when they are not, you just wish that this year quickly gets over and done with.
And why is there even anger in you in the first place is because there's the kind of attitude and character that you don't like about someone. And some may seem tolerable. and some just ticks you off sometimes that you can't even imagine this sort of person exist in the world. But well, they do. Everything human are different and so they have different attitudes and characters, and you are just fated to face with the type of person that has the character you have low tolerance with. So, you just have to bear with it!
alright back to money$$
everything around us doesn't revolves around money. you don't get love from money afterall when love comes, they blind you. So money doesn't matter. getting friends is not a matter of money too. Because we are all equal in school. and recently wealthy people do not look for partners that are only after their money, they too are humans, so real love is needed too(: Anyway, popularity in some aspect doesn't have to do with money either. Being popular, what matters most is whether you have personality or not. Of course, if someone who is vain and proud and is wealthy, no one would wants to be with her too right? So you see, everything revolves around personality not money. Of course, money is needed for a living. But if you have sufficient to raise yourself and even your family, that's enough. There's no point going beyond that. No point working so hard just to enjoy the luxury in everything, and even before you enjoy it, it will be too late for you to realise that that's the end of your life. And all those hard works thinking to be paid off with luxury will be gone to waste.
guess that's all that I'm mumbling about. work now(:
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