FAILURE

I guess at some point of time everyone is getting so irritated and tired of failing just too many subjects in just on exam! Although its kind of demoralizing, We gotta start a new again.
Anyway. saying is just on thing, on the other hand there is another like

I think I love intellectual talks. I like it how there's something I can talk about that is being brought up. Its like that point of it is inside of me but has never been brought up. But them when someone brought it up, I can simply express my viewpoint. I love to feel that way,

Anyway, Mel brought up a topic about what we study for:
We study to blend into the society to get the benefits of what a citizen should get. And to those who feel that we could just not work and simply get money is firstly if you have that beauty to do modeling or you are already that rich to hold you for a lifetime. Of course there are other things but why waste your time to wait for such fate to fall upon you? why not use this time to do something that will benefit for your future. That is why people earn for a living.

I think that I've got so many things to write about but right now this is all that I can think about. And school was like hell nowadays.
when I was getting my results I start to wonder those who claimed that they did last minute study did they really do it? Or was it only cause they wanted to say it to make themselves feel that they are not such a nerd?. I dont know it just made me feel like this whole thing is so unfair to those who did last minute studying and they get a result they did not expect, and someone who is studying so hard just got a failure. It really makes you feel what a failure are you sometimes.

This whole exams just made me feel so competitive. And is just not what I am at all.