Love what you rmb, rmb what you loved.

maybe, I should just delete the previous post. Since I dont really think I miss you that much anymore. I guess. It was just the emotional support I needed.

Sometimes, when I just stare, I thought of so many things at once but once when I want to pen it down, nothing comes.

As we go about what we do every single day, we mind little about what is around us sometimes. When we are experiencing something it is just so difficult to see the negative side of things. What we see is always the glamour and goodness, but never the negative.Its always the third party that is always noticing. Not say that we that on purpose, iit just comes naturally. Always neglecting what's infront of us, always taking for granted what is there for us. That's what is wrong about humans, we never ever fully appreciate. We always think that time is all we have. But as we go by blindly, ignoring what is there before us, we start to feel that living this life is pointless. We only have one live, and one live is all we have. Never the second chance, so never get to experience and apply what we have done wrong. however, if you were to ask someone older than you, there's a generation gap and it doesn't really apply you see.

Sometimes, I feel that missing someone is like a way of emotional support. Missing someone that is very important and is very supportive of you, just makes you feel that you are being comforted. With them in your mind, makes your mind in peace. because the idea that they are always there for you when you needed them the most still lingers around your memory. It doesnt matter how old were you then, but as you think of it the idea of her bring there just makes you feel better because you just feel that she's right beside you sometimes.

Missing someone at times avoid you from doing the wrong things. Because you will feel that they are always watching and guiding you. I feel that is what soul truly is when you are dead. Being in someone's memory guiding and comforting you. supporting her till she is truly independent to go through life on her own.