DAMN!

OMGGGG! Fucking SA1 is like drying my brain cells out from my brains!
There's so many things to study and yet I didnt know where to start from it's kind of funny how I can pass my maths with flying colours but not my Emaths. I failed my emaths instead. Seriously, I think those who can do well in both a like genius of the genius. Alright, maybe its just because of my attitude towards emaths but! WTH MAN! hahahah!

Anyway I just realise how one can simply forget about a friend when she has a lover!. Its so lucky I wasn't that close to her! Like sigh or what I dont know. It was like every single minute she will be talking about her. and her. and even more her. Was I like that when I'm with her too? haahah! I think so. And that is why they say love blinds you isn't it! HAA!

Just did my Chem and it was already like hell I tell you! I dont even get a thing about AIR! hah! self study! I dont know where to start from man! PHYSICS TMR AND FRI ENGLISH! GOSH! Is there Lit on thurs too? AND WORST OF ALL!!!! I will not have my thursday breaks anymore!):
due to that damn 2.4!

Did I tell you that my sister said that my English sucks? Hah! Its really true though! hahah!
Oh My Gosh! O levels you are just letting me shed my tears down. My mum said SA1 will determine if you are really ready of O's but.... What ever!. I shouldn't be looking at things so negatively. There's so many people out there that are suffering more that me somehow!.

I should love my life. Love my life for being this way! GOSH! Somehow I hope days would pass alittle faster where everyday, I will think that I am imagining that I working so hard that my brains are coming off and the DAY finally arrives! But somehow I dont wish days will pass that fast cause somehow, this is my last year in this school. and I AM NOT READY FOR O'S. This is crap!