sore throat and having flu is not always a good thing! It hurts like mad i tell you!
And I am glad to say for once THANK GOD TMR ITS FRIDAY!
School has been draining for me!
Actually, I'm not sure if I'm stress cause I was never stress to me at least!. Things have changed lately. Everyone around me are like rushing and rushing for time to finish their work and trying to get their best result and get disappointed if they dont get them. Simple because olevels are coming!
so everyone is studying and studying and worrying and worrying! I dont know what am I doing. I lost count of my countdown chart to olevels. And I should be worried about my chinese which I am not!. I should be getting so stressed up cause some stress is a little good for you. Sometimes I really wonder, why it must always be the people closest to me!
How does one judge someone? Looks? or behavior or attitude? or whatever shit there is? In the first place why are people being so judgmental! as in just judge in a good way? This world is just turning the ugly side on me down to Earth. If I could explain myself alittle better. Maybe you will know what I mean. Sometimes its just so difficult to get across what you mean sometimes if you just couldnt get the right words. It doesnt matter if you have anyone there to listen to you. Cause simply no one could understand you if you dont use the right words or even worst some people will misunderstand what you are bringing through sometimes.
To say the truth, I think I'm getting a little competitive here. I hate competitiveness yet its coming to me. Maybe its karma. But please allow me to control it!.Competitiveness not in terms of results but sometimes so much more things. Guess I'm being a little contradicting sometimes. Sometimes I want this, and at times I wish I hadn't said that!.
How I wish everyone of us are still so carefree with nothing to care about. Not knowing what is popularity, beauty, cleverness, and competition. I wish I could get rid that part of me.
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