Cut the Crap

I've got nothing to blog about tooday. But just kind of feel like blogging. Chinese o's was a major suck up. everyone is being so worried of o's and everything. Coming to school like " OMG there's chinese o's today." and I was like 'Heh yea..' Thinking about it I wasnt feeling as anxious like the time when we were all entering the hall taking oour SA1 exams. That time butterflies was really in my stomach. But, this I don't think there was any. Of course I am scared for the results but anyway what to do. I think I tried my best. And hopefully they would not deduct any marks cause I didnt write the qn no. for my compo at all.

Okay end of the o's shit. For the past 3 days. I just couldnt make myself pick up a damn book to read it. Its so.. difficult like as if reading a book is a chore that I hate the most. Gosh! everything thing is so bloody shit these days. EVERYTHING. all right maybe noot everything. Maybe its just me. I'd rather spend sometime alone. Did I tell you'll I cut down on what I eat now? I hope that my weight will really escalate. Food has been part of my life during the SA1 days. But I guess it has to go now! GO BACK TO YOUR FOOD WORLD and don't come sticking to me anymore.

I guess on a slight note. I miss my sister. She's in London now though. have been sleeping alone for the past 3 days.

Anyway I really hate it when I keep silent for so long and BLOODY HELL there's something wronng with the OOOOOOOO key! grrr. okay so, I will start to think all sort of things you know and sometimes in the train I will stare and people faces and they will think that I am nuts. I hate it when I am being too observant. I cant make my brains think of 12 hours aday. its just too long.

Feeling soo nutty nut nut now.

URGH there's something wrong with me. Maybe its the monthly thing.