FAT, A SIN?

Is even getting fat a sin?.
I have been hearing 'OMG qi you're so fat alr. What happen? Cut down on your eating otherwise you are going to be FAT' seriously.
firstly, noted: I KNOW I AM FAT. FAT ALR. 54.0 currently. Dont say cannot be cause I am. So stop saying that. I am trying to eat as little as possible. It cant be that I jjust stop eating overnight.
secondly, by continuously saying that I am self conscious enough have you ever thinking of stopping it. I know you think that its acting as a motivation. But in real fact its depressing. It s depressing me really.
IS it really a sin in getting fat. alright getting fat and ugly is one BUT I KNOW IT ALRIGHT!. There's no need for a continuous reminder. its like an alarm in my head ringing at me every single night.
And for your information all this comments are coming from my family. So its really hurting. When you know that you are not fat. believe that you are not. Unless skinny till to your bones are known as slim enough for you then go ahead. I am under the pressure of dieting. Say that you are fat when you mean it. Dont say it when you just Partially think that you are fat. Dont do it I swear cause it really hurt those who are really fat when they sees it. you know what they will think? IF YOU ARE FAT THEN WHAT AM I? So shut up to those who keep saying that unless your family says so too that you are fat.

self conscious like hell lately. say no more. before I get even more piss I am telling you.