Pls, accept me for who I am.

you know sometimes the competitiveness shit is really conquering me! like what the fuck!

Why cant others differentiate who are the ones that needs the competitiveness to push them up and who are the ones who dont, but instead the reverse, PULL them down instead! you know!!! you get what I mean? You dont have to show your competitiveness shit right smack on my face cause you are fucking pressuring me. You have to bloody accept the fact that there are some genius in the world and there are some that are just born ordinary? Can you accept that fact? maybe you have in the past cause all along you have been expecting average from me. So what's you the now 'weixiang got a1' shit. dont show it on my face. I dont have to know how mush he is getting or whateever not you know. that's my target. I have gotten it. I am happy with it. If you are not, go suck up with the fact that I got lower than my cousin alright

I dont wish to hear all the shit anymore. I dont need competitiveness in my life to survive. Or make me succeed in life. Take note of that fact mum and dad. I dont need that. I wish I can excel in my own ways with a positive mindset. without the need to reflect on others result.

Hope you can accept that I have gotten B3 for chinese. if you want me to retake I will, but dont compare me with what my cousin scored. I hope you have gotten the message. cause simply I dont give a damn you are just making me more inferior on the inside.