The Last Days

2years of close friendship and it ended like this.(twitter)

Right till the end. there is nothing left to save between you and me and everyone else. Despite all the rantings that you go on and on with, saving the friendship and reminiscing the past, how all of us used to enjoy our time together... till now, nothing as changed. There's still a gap. I guess there are actually so much opportunity where we can all come together to talk but I guess you never really made one. I guess if you really face up and always talk the truth to us, I guess there will at least me some trust between you and me but then there was none. So, that's why right now I am here. and you are there. Nothing could bring us back together again.

In secondary school, I dont feel much of a wanna cry person on the last day of school. Of course I miss my friends, vern, mel, cheryl, mak, and many more. But it doesnt really want to make me cry. Its like its there, but the tears never run down.

thinking of it I had a good 2 years, showered with so much of love and warmth, and yet at many times, i took them for granted. But everyone is like that too right?

I just have so much to say to everyone right now. But just couldnt get my words right as usual.

maybe I should type:

MEL & VERN:

The 2 Years had been splendid. Best I ever had in the 4 years of Secondary School. Even though at times, i may have my temper at minor things, you know what's the best choice for me to deal with my problem. Parent used to say 'you should'nt heed your friends for advice' But for you two, its definitely not true. I feel so myself when I am with both of you. You know me so well, you know what I want and what I dont. And I feel sorry that at times I still neglected both of you. Maybe I had not cherish you 2 100% but I may have at least hit a 90?

Sometimes I just want to show you how much I love the both of you, but you know it will seem kind of awkward sometimes.

You let me hug you when I needed it. you hug me so hard at times, when I feel down, just to make me feel like there is actually someone there. You make me laugh like crazy when I wanted too. And at many times, you'll laugh along as well. It may seem like we are fools but we never did bothered. being with you two, is like having the world of my own. no troubles. no annoyance. I love how it is that way.

Having you 2 as a friend is like a lifetime memory. I dont think I will be able to find someone like both of you anywhere. Our fate destined us to meet in Secondary School and I think I have cherished it well enough. If we can still be able to be close friends in the future, I hope that our friendship will last forever. But right now, I am still loving the both of you so much..(: